Fun. Not fun. More fun.

What a week it has been! Is it typical for awesome, fun weekends to be followed by crappy week days? ...to balance out? Possibly. As mentioned, this past weekend was so great! It was fun being with friends, sharing laughs, and creating memories (most of them hilarious ones!). It's a shame it had to come to an end and all of us go back to our lives & schedules; but that's life, right? This week has been so difficult...emotionally, at work, with life's demands...I can't wait for it to be over. At times, I wish to escape all of it. Jump on a jet plane, land in a remote place, and rejuvenate myself - with my thoughts, my emotions, with Christ, regain perspective on life. Does this make sense? I find myself questioning my life and the route it's taking. I'm at stage in my life where there are decisions to be made, goals to accomplish, and where I need to start "spreading my wings". I get discouraged that I have such high goals and dreams stirring up in my mind, but seem so far-fetched when reality seeps in. I don't want to drag on, but it's just been a tough week. On the up-side, I have another fun weekend to look forward to. It's my friend, M.'s, birthday and we're heading to SF (yet again!). We plan on biking the Golden Gate bridge! Being born in SF and visiting The City alllll the time, I am sad to say I have never had this experience. Besides that, there's no real set plan...just hanging out, shopping, eating, and possibly manis & pedis. Bliss! One more day of hell! (pardon my French!)